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2006-12-09T03:37:00.000-08:00

yo yo yo . haAs . so long no update blog les cuz nothiing much happened thiis few daes lorrs . haas . now ii m here to update because dear dear doiing hiis biike . aiin i have nothiing to do . so update lors . hees . todae came to malaysiia wiith dear dear , ah di , xiiao guii and the Kelviin . from 4 plus till now . so ke liian des miie . have to waiit for so long . haas . but nevermind na . long long one tiime . gees . now ! wan to okiies les . wan go gai gai les . hees . so fun . but dunno where did dear dear go les worrs . MIISSES MY EILEEN LUO YAN LI sias . dunno where have she been . hope she is okiies bas . aiin wiishes her and hong a everlastiing relatiionshiip . MUACKS MUACKS . ii love my dear dear too ! hees . have a wonderful tiime wiith hiim . such a cariing dear dear i have . gees . tc everybody .

CiindyHeartsHiim ' - Loves&MiissesEuu .

2006-11-18T05:09:00.000-08:00

haiis . nothiing to sae . just wanna sae ii m very diisappoiinted . sad , really sad . hurt , really hurt . am ii supposed to giive iin everytiime ? why miie ? last tiime de liiddat . now des also liiddat . why am ii always so soft-hearted . why must ii always be the one who needs to giive iin when iit comes to relatiionshiip . why why why . ii noe ii sae what also no use des . ii m tiired les . really tiired les . everythiing doesnt come iin the way ii wants . ii m lost iin the game of lurfve . LOST ! euu work ii waiit . euu no work ii also have to waiit . why iis iit liiddat . can anyone really understands miie ? who who who ? who wiill understand miie . Euu ,euu , euu or euu . ii dun wanna care les . do whatever euu liike bas . go out wiith who euu liike . ii am tiired les . tiired of lettiing myself beiing hurt . tiired of sayiing . tiired of beiing cariing towards euu . just tiired of EVERYTHIING !

LOSTZ !

2006-11-13T10:15:00.000-08:00

[[ .::. will euu be there lookiing after miie .::. ]]
erm . todae . same as usual . nothiing speciial .
stayed at home agaiin . woke up at 2++ . accompany deardear go cut haiir . after that went to Causeway Poiint to fiind XiiaO Guii & Evon . they dun seemed good . haiis . dunno . the most important thiing iis ii'm very fiine wiith my dearest . gees . after that deardear send miie home le cuz he must go work liiao . ii reach home around 6 liiddat . thiis go on and on and on . same old story everydae . iit iis like hiistory repeatiing iitself over and over agaiin . haas . just fiiniished cookiing . waiitiing for hiim to come back to eat . no choiice . have to cook for hiim cuz ii hearts hiim . Muacks . A kiiss from miie to Euu . Gees .

CiindyHeartsHiim ' - Loves&MiissesEuu [Muacks]

2006-11-11T11:57:00.000-08:00

long tiime no update blog les . siians ars . now waiitiing for my dears to come home . hees . for the past few daes , have been stayiing at home . todae , went out wiith my papa , kor kor , cousiin . haas . fiinally , ii went out . went to eat then after that pasar malam . ii thiink papa wiill feel very weiird . why ii suddenly wiill go out wiith them . haas . now already 4 am iin the morniing , cant slp . have to waiit for hiim to come home fiirst . hees . dears say he thiink we can last long long . ii also hope so . hees . long tiime no meet my eiileen luo yan lii les . dunno how have she been liiao . haiis . fiind one dae must go out wiith her les . haas . kks na . stop here le . ya , before ii forget . dears wan my haiir to be cut liddis . short short . should ii ? haas . thiink about iit .

CiindyHeartsHiimLotsLots <33>

2006-11-03T07:23:00.000-08:00

haiis , todae , a bored dae for miie . stayed at home one whole dae . gonna turn crazy soon . haas , funny de lehs hiim . sleepiing , nbr piick up hiis call , sae ii go out lahs . thiis lahs , that lahs . dunno what he thiinkiing also . damn bored siias . lots of thiingy happened na . but ii dun wiish to sae much about iit lors . waiitiing for kelviin come take hiis passport lors . den wan go sleep agaiin . haas . jiialat ar . keep on sleepiing . sleep untiil he fiiniished work lo . gonna stop here le na . gees .

CiindyHeartsHiim ' - Loves&MiissesHiimLots =D

2006-10-31T10:01:00.000-08:00

haiis . todae , lotts of thiings happened siias . ii really dunno what should ii do . and ii dunno what iis her deciisiion . wiil she giive up her stead because of miie ? ii dunno . really dunno . because of hiis fuckiing attiitude . make miie and my stead quarrel siias . hate hiim hate hiim na . FUCK ! ! ! why iis thiis happeniing . we used to be very good frens . because of a guy . our friiendshiip turn out to be liike thiis . ii dun wiish all thiis thiings to happen . ii just want a siimple liife . iizziit so diiffiicult ? ii dunno na . what ii am most sad about iis that . my stead dun trust miie at all siias . haiis . he diidnt know how hard ii triied just to change for hiim . ii really dunno what to do . because of such a small thiing . he want to make till so biig . ii also dunno what to do now . ii m really tiired . tiired of everythiing that iis happeniing these few daes . how much ii hope that he could be more understandiing towards miie .

Ciindy ' - Loves&Miisses Hiim <33

2006-10-29T21:38:00.000-08:00

now at dear dear house . he go out le . nbr leave keys for miie . make me waiit like iidiiot liike that . later he goiing work le . meeting my beloved eiileen and phylliis at cwp . agaiin , we are back to our daily routiine . haas . misses those dae we used to tons together . haas . take care everybody !